Friday, July 31, 2009

The Impossible Has Happened

Good afternoon all!

I realized something today: I am bored to tears with facebook. I mean, all I use it for really is to chat with people. So when there's nobody online, say, 8-5 weekdays, it's really quite useless to me. Some people can stay online for hours and hours just going through different applications or whatever, but I figured out that I can't do that. I need to be entertained or at least mentally engaged.

I think the larger issue for me is that I can't do ANYTHING for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, and not get bored silly with it. I need something new, something fun, a challenge of some sort, in order to keep me occupied. And this is precisely the problem with kids today--overexposure to stimuli. From early on, we're constantly having all this craziness around us: facebook, twitter, videogames, crazy movies; we're used to everything being fast-paced and action-packed, so if there is ever a dull moment with nothing going on, we don't know what to do with ourselves. Gone are the days when your Saturday morning activities were sitting on the couch reading the paper cover to cover; no other activities: no cell phone, no laptop, no television. I physically couldn't do that. I honestly don't know anyone who could.

I'm not sure what this means for us as a society. Maybe we lead more satisfying lives because we're exposed to more. Or maybe we're just skimming the surface of things, and are less satisfied because we can never get that depth, we can never commit 100% to something because we have so many other things we're tied to. I don't know. Think on it, and let me know what you decide for yourself. Until next time, Hasta La Vista!

JK Wedding Entrance Dance

Check this out, everyone:

Church of the Brethren minister Jeannine Leonard presided over a wedding that has become a YouTube sensation, according to "The Lutheran" magazine of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America. A couple who was married at Christ Lutheran Church in St. Paul, Minn., have become celebrities thanks to a video of their dance down the aisle, which they posted on YouTube to share with family and friends. The wedding of Jill Peterson and Kevin Heinz took place on June 20, and by July 24 there were more than 1.5 million views of the five-minute aisle dance. "The Lutheran" reported that the wedding party was scheduled to do an encore dance for the Today Show.

Well as of 8:50 am on July 31, there were 12,932,622 views... incredible! I think this is a great idea, and probably helped ease the jitters of the wedding party.

Keep checking in, I'll have at least one more post today!

P.S. In case you haven't noticed, the titles of all these internet-related posts are links to the sites I'm referring to.

See ya!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Website Review #2: Burnin' Rubber 3

Hola Amigos!

Here is an amazing game that I found a work a few days ago. It's called Burnin' Rubber 3, and it's on Shockwave's game site. It's a racing game with great graphics and gameplay. The point of the game is to "conquer the world" by passing a boat-load of challenges around the globe. Not only is it racing, however, but action as well. When you pass challenges, you get money, with which you can buy weapons and such for the challenges that require you not just to win the race but to destroy your rivals' cars. Very addicting game, I've been playing it for like 4 days straight and I still haven't beaten it.

I give this game 4 out of 5 stars. The game gets choppy if it's not getting enough bandwidth, and also when there's a lot going on, say, a bunch of explosions. Also, it's on the Shockwave Player, which periodically closes down. At this point, all you can do is restart your web browser.

Bottom line: fantastic game, go play it! Till next time, Peace!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Website Review #1: xkcd.com

Hello again!

So my dad suggested this website, xkcd.com, that he had learned of from a coworker. Its basically a lot of comics and drawings that are effing hilarious! Not to mention they're all stick figures, which multiplies comedic value by at least like 20.

It's what I'd call "smart humor". You know the jokes found funny by the frat house of 20-something year old football players (read: drunk college guys), well, this is the exact opposite. The site header reads, "A webcomic of romance, sarcasm, math, and science." That's a pretty accurate description of it, I think.

The bottom line is, I've been going through these comics by clicking the "random" button for the past 3 and a half hours, and I'll probably be going through more of them for countless more hours :) I give it four and a half stars out of five, only because the occasional science- or math-themed comic goes over my head.

One last quick note, when looking at the comics, if you hold the cursor over the comic than you'll get an additional punch line (doesn't work in Mozilla Firefox).

Until we meet again, have fun looking at xkcd.com's comics! Adios!

Boredom At Work

Hey there, everyone!
Here's what's up: I sit here at work 8 hours every weekday, with not many productive things to do. Facebook has lost it's appeal (gasp!) I only really use it to chat with people. I used to play games online a lot; I still do, but I get tired of them pretty easily. For a while I would just watch stuff on Hulu, but a lot of the movies and shows I like are too new to be on there. And so, boredom creeps in. Now here's what I want you to do: give a shout-out to your favorite websites, whether they are games, videos, blogs, or whatever. I'll go try them out, and post my feelings about them. Sound good? Just put a link in your comment.
Until next time, chaio!

Friday, July 24, 2009

Summer So Far

Hey everyone! It's been a while since I've updated this, so I thought I'd share with you how my summer's been going.
I got a summer job at the University of Notre Dame as a Cluster Consultant. What is that? Basically, I answer any computer questions people might have, I make sure the printers are full of paper, ink, and are functioning correctly, and I tidy up the computer lab, pushing in chairs and such. Sounds boring, but here's the catch: I work in Bond Hall, the Architecture Building. It's summer, so there are very few students here on campus. Add those together and what do you get? An almost unused computer lab. So I end up surfing the internet, facebooking, playing games, etc. for 9 hours a day 3 times a week, and I get paid for it! Pretty stellar if you ask me :) On the same topic of my job, I learned this last week that I start working 8-4 Monday through Friday, so a 40 hour work week up from my original 25 hour one. Pro: I'll have more money at the end of the summer than I had planned on. Con: While it's not difficult work, it is mentally taxing to do the same thing for 8 hours in a day, no matter what that thing is.
Another noteworthy event of the summer: I became single for the first time in 13 months, after a wonderful relationship that really healed me from the awful first relationship I had, and knocked me out of the ensuing rut of short, meaningless relationships that followed. We decided to call it quits since I was leaving for college, but fortunately we are still close friends, and hopefully will continue to be for a long time.
I was excited to be able to attend Youth Camp this year at Camp Mack (Milford, IN). I was unable to go last year, due to the incident that I've already discussed briefly with you. To be honest, I was a little bit nervous about going this year, both because I had missed a year and also because I'm definitely not the same person I was two summers ago. Despite my reservations, however, Youth Camp this summer was honestly the best week of my life. It was incredibly spiritual, which I really needed. Also, since it was a much smaller camp than usual (67 kids) we were a much tighter-knit group.
While I was at camp, I turned 19, which is an interesting age. The previous 4 birthdays all mean something. At 15 you get to start learning to drive. At 16 you can start driving alone, and can get married with parental consent. At 17 comes R-rated movies, and 18 is the motherload: voting, tobacco, marriage without parental consent, and porn. Turning 19 brings nothing but the realization that you are in face growing up; that your childhood is behind you and it's time to take responsibility for yourself.
I'm now getting everything ready for college at Butler this fall. As of last night, I have everything bought: clothes, shoes, dorm stuff, a TV, etc. I met my new roommate a few weeks ago, and he seems really cool. He's from Wisconsin, and I'm not gonna tell you any more about him because that's rude. Anyways. I'm excited to finally be on my own, but I am going to miss home. Our family has gotten a lot closer this last year+, and that's going to be hard to leave behind. Also, my sister and I have always been very close. It's just now hitting her that I am in fact leaving in less than a month.
An unfortunate part about this summer is that my group of friends I've been close to since before high school are all going to different places this fall. Ball State, IU Bloomington, Pittsburgh, Purdue... we're all over the place. And I don't know about the rest of them, but I myself feel our friendships already starting to fade. I guess I always knew it would happen, but I just ignored the thought of it.
A cool thing that's happened this summer is that I'm meeting a lot of new people. Some who are starting at Butler, some who are already there, friends of friends going to different IN colleges, etc. It's been really neat to get to know people other than those who have known me since I was 5 or 6. That's something I'm really looking forward to this fall: starting from scratch with virtually everybody, getting to be who I really am instead of who people think I am or remember me to be.
So there you have it, my glorious summer. I hope you enjoyed hearing about it. And please, leave me a comment or something if there's any issue you would like me to share my opinions on. Until next time, peace!

Friday, July 10, 2009

My Sermonette

Ok, here's the sermonette I gave for Youth Sunday at my church this Spring. Hope you like it!

Our theme this Sunday is Holy Ground. The scripture you just heard is a familiar one: Moses sees a burning bush, God calls to Moses, and tells him to take off his shoes because he's on Holy Ground. It's probably one of the best-known stories in the Bible, besides Christmas and Easter. But have you really thought about it? Where exactly is Holy Ground? Is it only within several steps of a talking, flaming bush that knows your name? No, that would be silly. Holy Ground is wherever the presence of God is. And where is that? Listen to Psalm 139, verses 7-12: “Where can I go from your spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me, and the light become night around me,” even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like day, for darkness is as light to you.” God is everywhere! The heavens, the earth, the oceans, even on a star so far away that there is no number invented yet to describe it. But even that is not the extent of God's presence. 1 Corinthians 4:16 says, “Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's spirit lives within you?” Everything on this earth: every plant, every animal, every person—everything that was, is, and will be—it's all in God's presence! It's all Holy Ground!


I'm not the kind of person who enjoys plugs—getting them or giving them—but the plug made by the National Youth Cabinet for environmentalism makes a lot of sense paired up with this Bible verse. Everything that is in God's presence, which is everything in existence, needs to be honored and revered. That means many of the everyday happenings of this world need to change. No more cutting down the Amazon forests, which not only leads to the endangerment and extinction of hundreds of species, but also greatly reduces the amount of oxygen created by the greenery of the world. No more drilling for oil in places like Alaska, where it endangers the wildlife in the area. No more pumping greenhouse gases into the atmosphere, like we do every time we drive our cars or purchase unnecessary amounts of plastic. So many of the things we do without a second thought are destroying this wonderful earth God gave us. But like I stated earlier, God's presence is not only all around us, but also within us. Admittedly, I find a kind of sick humor in hearing all of the new activities and substances that allegedly cause cancer in humans. Here's a list of some of the most absurd things that apparently cause cancer: Bread, Red meat, Milk, Salt, Vegetables – Seriously, how are you meant to win here? The list continues: Obesity, Growth spurts, Infections, Being tall, for men, and women – This one angered me. How are you meant to do anything about being tall? How does this study actually help prevention? Excuse me while I go and chop off the bottom of my legs. But wait, there's more: Pollution, Hormone replacement therapy, Stress, Bacteria, X-rays, and finally: The Immune system – OK. Now we really are screwed. No, we cannot go without all of the things that harm our body any more than we can go without every single thing that harms the environment. That's a hole we've been digging ourself into for centuries upon centuries. So maybe this plug wasn't exactly the best idea. I mean, sure, we can try to be more environmentally-aware, and try to keep good care of ourselves, but the overall problem can realistically only be reduced, not removed.


There is something entirely different that I got from this Bible verse, something that is actually realistic and even, dare I say it, reasonable. Rewind to the part right before Moses removes his sandals. Verse four, actually. Let me read it again: “When the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, God called to him out of the bush, “Moses, Moses!” And he said, “Here I am.”” God called to Moses, and Moses said, “Here I am.” We have record in the Bible of God calling to many people. Noah, Abraham, Moses, Joshua, Samuel, David, Isaiah, John the Baptist, the twelve Disciples, Paul, and countless more. All of these people were called by God to do some specific task. But there is no accountable, official record of God speaking aloud to someone in over 2000 years. And in those two millennia, we have slowly forgotten that we too have been called by God. I take you back to Psalm 139, verses 1-4 and 13-16: “O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit down and when I rise; you discern my thoughts from afar. You You have searched out my path and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue, you know it completely, O Lord...For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was being made in secret. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before even one of them came to be.” Did you catch that last part? God knows what will happen every day of our lives, and has known that since before we were born. Our calling has already been written. I find it reassuring, especially as I prepare for college next fall, that whatever I end up doing with my life, be it music or teaching or something completely different, God already knows what it is. I have no choice but to fulfill my calling, because God has already written what will happen each and every day of my life. No matter what I end up doing with my life, no matter how many friends come and go, no matter how many career changes I make, God is there with me, God has always known that I would make that particular decision.


Throughout my life, I have wrestled with the conflicting ideas of predestination and free will. As a young adult, I would like to think that I have complete control over everything that I do, and over everything that happens to me. But that just isn't so. Many of the things that affect us in our lifetime are completely out of our control, say: a friend losing their job, or a relative getting in a car accident. No one could ever blame those things on you, nor could you be blamed for many of the things that happen to you, such as a wildfire that destroys your property, or a sudden illness that sprouted up from nowhere. So the idea of pure free will just doesn't cut it. However, neither does the idea of predestination. I mean, think about it. I'm not sure that I want to worship a God that doesn't just allow, but decides that all of the terrible things in our world today should happen. Poverty, famine, war, plague, genocide; I can't bring myself to believe that God created these atrocities, or that He wills them to continue. So where does that leave us? The drawing board, I think. I used to believe that God had a metaphorical map, looking at every decision laid out, with every option possible, that we would ever encounter, from our birth to our death. That way, He knew every possible outcome of our lives, every combination of decisions, without making the decisions for us. But as I read Psalm 139 again and again, I have convinced myself otherwise. “Before a word is on my tongue, you know it completely, O Lord...All the days ordained for me were written in your book before even one of them came to be.” God knows exactly what we will do, what we will say, before we even do, every second of our lives.


Can you imagine knowing that much? I sure can't. That's being a know-it-all to the nth degree. But that's the thing about God, isn't it? He is completely and absolutely 100% beyond any sliver of our comprehension. He knows all, He sees all. His presence is everywhere on the earth, and above it, and below it. He is in each and every one of us. We cannot even imagine the extent of God. Our world is full of barriers and boundaries. We're surrounded by walls and ceilings every time we're indoors. There are limits to what we can do, to how much we can work, how much we need sleep. There are rules and regulations enforced on every single facet of our lives, from school to work to plain common courtesy. Our own skin is a barrier, keeping our fragile insides from exposure to the rest of existence. Human life is defined by its limits, but God is limitless. He is, in fact, the exact opposite of our existence. We are guaranteed to be imperfect—“all have sinned and have fallen short of the glory of God”—but God is the definition of perfection. We are small and insignificant, five-foot-ten/140, compared to the vastness of the universe, larger than any number created could ever express. We are single, carbon-based organisms with a relatively short lifespan, in essence, we are nothing; God is everything.


There is a song by Steven Curtis Chapman that spells out how I have come to terms with God, my personal, and very loose, definition of Him, and how I believe He functions. I would like to leave you this morning with an excerpt from that song. “And the sky begins to thunder. I’m filled with awe and wonder, ‘til the only burning question that remains is: who am I? Can I form a single mountain? Take the stars in hand and count them? Can I even take a breath, without God giving it to me? He is first and last, before all that has been, beyond all that will pass. God is God, and I am not. I can only see a part of the picture He’s painting. God is God, and I am man, so I’ll never understand it all. For only God is God.” Amen.


Well, there it is, I hope you enjoyed it. Later y'all!